I like candles

Does anyone know why candles are so mesmerizing??? I could seriously sit and watch a fire for hours....anywho nothing special today...except we took the brain out of our cadaver today...absolutely brilliant!!!!!!!!!!!! - and then I went to a neurology careers forum...must say though - it still doesn't appeal to me quite as much as surgury...but I also found out that under the new employment changes studying in britain really wont help me stand out if I do a specialist training...i.e. if I compete with someone from ???estonia or somewhere in the EU who went to a university that no ones heard off and barely speaks english - they still have to take that person over me...how ridiculous is that...:( Apparently the BMA (british medial association) is speaking to the government on behalf of the international students so hopefully by the time I'm in 5th year - that'll law will change...Anywho I guess I'll burn that bridge when I get there...for now heres my candle (it smells like cranberries!!!)